Thursday, January 3, 2008

Thursday Thirteen #1


Thirteen Things about Risky


1.... I rarely share my feelings but thats what this blog is for. I dont trust many people. So I tend to keep bottled up whats going on inside.

2.... I dislike the color pink (seriously). I know my template is pink it works for me here. But in general I dislike the color pink.

3.... I'm almost 28 years old. I have a birthday coming up this month that I refuse to celebrate.

4.... I like to dye my hair alot. I change it frequently.

5.... I'm married...Its confusing and complicated. We rarely get along and have nothing in common. But divorce doesnt work for us either.

6.... I smoke and hide it from everyone I know. Its like my outlet. Its a secret.

7.... I let very few people into my world. I fear what they might think of me.

8.... I'm bipolar. Still very few people know this. I'm sure they've wondered but I let very few people in.

9.... I like to write

10... Can only write when manic

11... I'm a pretty good cook. Its the clean up I do not like

12... I have 2 very close friends. Even them I keep at a distance and only tell them what I want them to know

13... I guess i'm a pretty boring person. I can't think of a 13.



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